Thursday, August 21, 2014

Jade Harley --> ????

Okay, so recently I've been stressing about if I actually wrote the book. Because, um, well there's a lot of problems with one of my characters. For one, like ninety percent of her is not even my idea. Whoops. I originally just took a free-form character named Jade, and turned her into a girl with long white hair and red eyes, and gave her a last name. But the problem is, the character design was a bit unoriginal. The name I gave her was Jade Harley. And, if you look way back into my posts, you'll see that I basically just took the name from a character from Homestuck.



Which is bad. Not only that though, when looking for pictures of a girl with long white hair and red eyes, I stumbled upon gender bent Hetalia. Hetalia is an anime about personified countries. The picture of the girl I was looking exactly for was the girl version of Prussia, an albino.


I just rolled with the whole pirate outfit. But so anyways, I um, I decided I needed to redo like, all of her design. New name, new look. Although, I think I might keep the name Jade, just because a new first name puts a whole different spin on the character, and none of my friends would really like if I did that. So, basically everything minus her first name.

So I know there's like, no one out there, so I can't be all, "Oh, choose between this name and this one!" because I know I wouldn't get any response. So instead, I'm just going to think about it myself, and maybe post my thoughts, and then a new design. And maybe a different design.

That's basically what's happening, yo.

To Start Off, A Message

So, to those who are confused as to what the role-play, or Divided is, it's basically a book that my friends and I wrote together. It never was finished, and never was polished to where it was good. We tried to polish it but then we dropped it, and never came back. I doubt anyone is gonna come back, either.
Me and a friend had a fallout, and she isn't really in the friend group anymore. It's kinda really depressing. Not only that, but now that she's gone, most of the inspiration is gone too, and so I'm sitting here, kinda sad. No one is going back to the role-play, and it really sucks. Why? Because I loved it. It was fun, and it was creative, and it distracted me from how much I didn't like life. It kept me happy. I had characters and ideas that I loved, and I loved developing my characters, and I loved writing with my friends. And now it's just...gone.
So, I guess I'm making this blog in hopes to archive everything that I wanted to write in the role-play, in the book. All the ideas and head canons that I had, I'm just going to document them. I don't expect anyone to ever find this blog, either. But for some reason, I have a small hope that years from now I would have written the book, and people liked it, and they find this blog to have some sort of look on the inside while I planned and wrote this. The thought is just cool to me. But whatever. I doubt it'll happen.
Anyway, I don't know where to start with all of this. I was thinking about just posting one shots that I wrote with my girlfriend, but I don't want this blog to be just about AnthoBea. So I think I'm just gonna...go with it. There won't be any organization, or planning. I'll just be posting every week on Friday (although it's Thursday today. whoops.), about different things about the role-play.
If you find this, I'm sorry it's messy, and also confusing. I couldn't exactly...tell you how to make sense of it.

Also, I'm going to change a little about this blog, but not much. Probably just the url and title/description.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

AND I'M BACK.

Holy shit you guys, okay, so in recent news I've come back and realized that holy cow my blog is too beautiful to go to waste. SO! I downloaded the blogger app, and I've decided on making this a roleplay blog. Those who have stayed with this blog should know what the roleplay is, with Bea and Lea and Jade and Anthony and Shade, etc. I'm basically just gonna blog about them. Why? Well, because I hate myself of course! I've come to terms that my friends will most likely not come back to the roleplay, and that I bug my girlfriend too much about it (though I'll probably still bug her). So here I am, lonely and lost, with my OCs and nothing to do with them. Time to fill the void in my heart and blog about them! You'll hear about more characters now, such as Lizzie and Hank (who are werewolves), Darel and Nate (family of Shade - both are nerds), and a new addition, Oliver Vindico. Along with that, I'll be revamping Jade (for personal/copyrighting reasons) and possibly laying out a plot and drafts for a book. Yes, I've been thinking about writing a book for these nerds. My friends and I were all going to write it together buuuut...yeah. Doesn't seem like that's gonna happen. So, without further hesitation, here's the re-opening of my blog!

PS: I'll most likely have other posts about other stuff too, like personal stuff or whatever. But it'll mainly be focused around the roleplay.