They Get Into an Argument :\

Well I mean, my OTP can't always be mushy stuff. (remember kids, Anthony the classy dumbass belongs to my girlfriend, Allie. just a reminderrrr~)

I put my hands squarely on his chest, shoving him back. “I can’t believe you did that! Why can’t you just, for once Anthony, just fucking listen to me!” He took a step back, before clenching his fists.

“Because you’re irrational! You thought you could do it but you couldn’t!” He shouted, matching my tone. I growled, leaning forward, and bared my teeth at him in a snarl.

“At least I’m not always fucking it up! I wasn’t the one who failed the last mission because you held me back when I was supposed to move my position!” I was so angry, and a red haze covered my vision. Anthony started quivering, and I saw his jaw lock. He was trying to calm down. He opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off.

“You always think I can’t do shit but you’re always wrong! I’m the one who can operate, I’m the one who can control my Shadow, who can control my powers, unlike you, who’s only ever fucked up! When was the last time you were able to complete a mission, Anthony?! I’ve only seen you sulk, and when you actually do something, it’s when you fuck up! You killed Raven, you hurt Shade, you killed your best friend because you were afraid! All your life you’ve just messed up! And you think I can’t pull a simple stunt off?!” He stopped, staring me in the eye, and unclenched his fists. I hissed, shoving him again.

“You’re just taking it again! You can’t even defend yourself! I thought you were over that, I thought you were able to fucking defend yourself, Anthony!” I shouted, and he snapped, throwing his hands up.

“I WAS ONLY EVER ABLE TO DO THAT BECAUSE OF YOU!” That made me stop, tense, as his voice cracked on the last word. We both fell silent, everything frozen. Then, without another word, he turned, grabbing his coat off the rack and left, the door closing behind him.

I was shaking, and I screamed at the closed door, then grabbed the nearest thing to me, a vase with a few lilies in it, and I threw it at the wall, watching as the beautiful gift shattered, water, lilies, and shards going everywhere.

And then I broke down, dropping, hugging my knees to me as I curled up. Fuck.

UPDATE: This is really kinda off topic, kinda, but I've been drawing Bea a lot lately and got a good picture of her, and now I'm kinda in love with drawing her. So, here, have an anguished Bea, that could maybe fit into this story, hm? 

Yeah it doesn't exactly fit into the story but whatever. *waves hands*

So Basically

So lately, I've realized I've lost my heart to some men, who are just perfect in every. way. possible.
Then I realized that they all are somewhat similar. Here, lemme show you the only things I ever need in life:

1. Anthony Rousseaux

Courtesy of my Waifu

This man is a classy, dorky, amazing man who stole my heart in the eighth grade. I recently have started shipping him with my character, Bea. Which makes me really really happy. I love Anthony. Oh my god.

2. Tony

Courtesy of The Darkness of The Abyss

If you didn't know, he's from Don't Hug Me I'm scared II, and he's pretty fricking amazing. Yes, he's a clock. I like him in his clock form, but in his human form...ahhhhhh...... He's just really really attractive, okay. Jeez. Let me just crush on a clock. The others are weirder.

3. Arthur

Courtesy of ModMad

From one of my favorite artists, Modmad, she made an animated short film, which made me want to cry. It's a really really good film, I suggest you go watch it. Right now. Arthur is a huge cutie who's really adorable and clumsy the entire way through, and just...he has curly hair. Augh. Such a cutie.

4. Baron Humbert von Gikkingen

Courtesy of Studio Ghibli

Yes. He's a cat. But not only that, he's actually a figurine. With a soul. Mhm. From The Cat Returns, this amazing, classy cat captured my heart in moments, and I'm utterly obsessed with it now. Golly. Baron.

5. RGB

Courtesy of Tumblr

And yes. He's a telly. BUT A REALLY CUTE ONE WHO IS SASSY AND AWESOME AND RAINBOW AND JUST-- god I love him. He's also from Modmad, a webcomic she's writing called The Property of Hate. I highly suggest you read it.

So yes, there's similarities between the five, which gives me an idea of what I like in boys. Which also means if I ever want to find a man, I'm ultimately screwed. Anyways. Yeah! The only five things I need in life are all classy and fictional.