Okay, so, I wanna talk about my characters a little. I love them all so much, but then there's just the main two: Bea and Jade. No one knows Lea, no one knows Oliver. No one has any special connection with them, and probably never will (I doubt we'll ever restart the restart). And it just....kinda sucks? I don't know how to explain it.
Everyone loves Bea so much, and everyone knows Jade and has their emotions towards her, whether it be love or hatred, they at least has something for them. There's a song for Lea called Shatter Me by Lindsey Stirling, and I fell in love with it, because it describes her so well. Always surrounded by gears and metal and all of her work, and she's always alone. She's somewhat friends with Jade, and has her brother, Oliver, but she always ends up smothering herself with her work, and she never really has a life.
She feels like she can't, because she's devoted to the Shadows and because of her intelligence, she feels that she has better things to do, more things to develop. So she isn't exactly happy. So she hopes for someone to come in, to take her away from everything, to distract her. To shatter her. To make her feel alive. And because everyone already has their own thoughts and ships and everything...it feels like she'll never find anyone. And that just makes me feel sad. I hope something develops someday. That I'll figure something out and she can have a happy ending.
*sighs* Sorry, this is a sorta sad post, huh? Oh well. Sorry for the whole thing of not posting in a while, school is making me very panicky and that's kinda the priority for now. But I promise when I have time (like now), I'll try and muster up somethin'. *grins* until then, later!!
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